YOU

I can easily stand for hous..

Just to see you doing things..

I can sit silently..

Just to see you drawing..

I can put things aside..

Just to meet and talk with you..

Your smile is my everything..

Your drawings are my dream..

Your words is my world..

Your presence is the biggest gift for me..

I just love everything about you..

I just love you like the way you are..

Remembering you like this..

Is the best thing I can do perfectly..

Your presence gone silently from my life..

No more smile and laugh come into my real life..

But I am happy fot all those sweet memories..

I am happy for all those hearts and kisses and hugs

Daily I date with your shadow and dream about you..

In everyday, I have certain times..

For just remembering you like this..

When this time is coming, there will always be tears fallen..

My heart is still opened for you..

It will never closed for a man like you..

**********

A BROKEN TRUST AND A BROKEN HEART

I used to listened and believed in you..

For every sweet words that you said..

For every single promises that you gave..

I trusted you with the whole heart..

While i was pretending to be blind..

While i was pretending to be okay..

And prayed in my heart, and told my self..

That one day i you will care and change for me..

Now i slowly realize..

That your words have came to nothing..

That i shouldn't have believed in you..

That i shouldn't have dreamed about our future..

In spite of my love to you..

The broken trust can't be healed..

And the pain is yet to recover..

I will never know what you really planned..

Now here i am, standing in pain..

Left again with nothing..

But a broken trust and a broken heart..

From you, the one that i love with all i am..

***

I'LL KEEP LOVING YOU ALTHOUGHT OUR LOVE FALLS APART

For the things that i've seen...

For all the pains that i've felt...

For the tears that flow down...

But i was happy being in love, because it was you…

For our love falls apart...

But spending time with you...

Such the precious one i've ever had...

That i will never want to let them go...

Because it was with you...

The ache that i would love to feel...

The tears that i would love to have...

Just because it was with you, honey…

****

KESENDIRIAN

Bulan nampak begitu indah di atas sana...
Malam ini pun semakin larut...

Sesaat kuhirup, keharuman malam semerbak di hidungku...

Memasuki seluruh relung di dadaku... 

Bahagia itu masih tetap ada...

Namun kepedihan dan rindu ini tak jua lekas sirna...

Jika kau bertanya mengapa?

Aku pun terdiam, dan tak dapat menjawab...

Pertanyaan hanyalah pertanyaan tak terjawabkan...

Kenangan hanyalah kenangan tak terlupakan...

Apa arti malam ini ?

Malam ini adalah malam - malam lain dalam kesendirianku...

*****

KISAH CINTA DAN RINDU YANG TERPISAHKAN

Bertemulah rindu dan cinta...

Keduanya mengalir dengan penuh kasih...

Senyum yang tak pernah sirna selalu menghiasi hati hati yang sedang memadu...

Kebahagiaan kian menyambut dua perasaan itu...

Melambungkan asa semakin tinggi dan tinggi ke tempat syahdu...

Hingga suatu hari badai kelabu datang...

Kegelapannya membawa kemelut...

Aliran yang penuh kasih itu pun berlalu...

Bergantikan dengan gelombang penuh amarah...

Menjadikan semua hanya kenangan belaka...

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SEPARATED WORLD

Why the two souls fall apart ?
When the love still stays between two sincere hearts.
Life that can’t be requested
That’s also the rule about the death
That’s also death can’t be denied.

For fights and argues that held between us
Words left unsaid by my side
My apologies are nothing now
I am standing here crying and screaming your name
Dear love, can you hear me ?

In different world we live now
A long and deep gap that I can’t reach
You become unseen and untouched
I am not ready to lost you this way
Then what should I do to bring you back ?

*****

HUJAN

ku pandangi setiap tetesan air terjatuh

bulir demi bulir, menetes meresap ke tanah

semilir angin terasa di wajahku

angin yang membawa butiran – butiran air

ku pandang jauh ke jalanan

sepi, sunyi, kesendirian memelukku

kesendirian yang serasa tak asing lagi

ya, aku sendiri, menyendiri ketika kau pergi

bekas hujan masih terasa

tanah masih tertinggal basah

langitpun masih gelap oleh mendung

demikian pun kota ini, sepi

dalam hujan, bayanganmu semakin nyata

tak tertepikan dalam hari – hariku

tak tergantikan dirimu dalam hidupku

kenangan, masih senantiasa ada di pikiran

***

HOLD MY HAND TILL END

What i will always pray

Is that i can always live my life with you

Till the end of this life

I want be with you forever

I want to make you feel happy

Fell comfort, feel the love, the pleasure

Be yours in joy and sorrow

Be with you in strong and weak?

I want to spend my whole lifetime with you

Be right on your side

I want you t be the only one

Whom I gonna see before my time come

I want you to hold my hand tight

When the immortal come to pick me up

Before I leave this world one day

One hope is to be yours even for a while

****

POEM FOR SK

                                        Time is coming to remembering about you
                                        You are so far away there.
                                        But we are under the same sun and moon
                                        It makes me feel so close with you

                                                                                          When the sun shines every morning
                                                                                          You woke me up with your warm shadow.
                                                                                          Your smile is better than a shining sun
                                                                                          Your presence is the most i want in this life

                                        Every morning the birds sing
                                        Showing the world their beautiful voice
                                        No voice from you, just with words
                                        You make my heart started to tremble

                                                                                          My love, whatever you are feeling
                                                                                          Whatever you will face in the future
                                                                                          I hope all the best for you always
                                                                                          We are not together, but you'll always be here

Made by SK, and dedicated for SK….

COFFEE, TEA AND MILK

You addicted me like a coffee

You kept me awake the whole night like a coffee

You are bitter and sweet sometimes like a coffee

You are my coffee love

 

But what i want is to be your tea

I  want to accompany you like a cup of tea

In every morning and evening be with you like tea

I want to make you feel relax with me like a cup of tea

Our memories is pure like a glass of milk

Every times i spent with you are a sweetest moments

Every moments with you are an unforgettable moments

Just like the way we kids, we never forget how we love a milk

A glass of milk is a lovely one that i like

A cup of tea is the most that you like

When the bitter of coffee comes, i put milk in it

When the pain comes, i try to remember our sweetest memories

*******

I still remember that you love tea.
And still you remember that I like milk most ?
SK, May 25^th 2012.

THERE WILL COME A TIME

For months passed by
When i didn’t hear from you anymore
When your shadow really gone
When in our life moments came and left

For years passed by
When i lonely sitting on an empty desk
When this body was no longer strong
When all the dreams would be disappeared

I looked at the clear and blue sky, smilling
I looked at the shining sun, and felt the warmth
I enjoyed the sunny day and smelt the air
Will I still remember you ?

******

WE USED TO

We used to talk about our favorites
We used to talk about our daily life
We used to talk about feeling
We used to send hugs and some kisses

I used to smile when I met you
I used to feel so happy when you around
I used to think what should I tell you in day
I used to sleep by your smile

You used to listen all my stories
You used to care a lot with me
You used to tell me your next drawing
You used to tell me the favorites

But these days…..
I cry when your shadows come to my eyes
I cry when those memories come to my mind
I cry when I miss your presence and words

*****

I MISS YOU LIKE HELL

I miss you like hell..

There is so many feelings hidden when you gone..

There is so many stories untold when you gone..

There is so many gloomy days when you gone..

I miss you like hell..

From the deepest part of my heart..

I never wanted to say goodbye..

I never want a separation..

I never learn to say goodbye to you..

But i learn how to treat you well..

And feel comfort with me..

I learn how to show you my feeling..

But, everything end suddenly..

Without i want, the hardest times came into me..

I never want an ending of us..

I never imagine that one day this gonna happen to us..

LOVE AND MEMORIES

Love started with a simple things
Love can also end with a simple things
But not that simple to forget someone you love
It is a beautiful feeling that everyone has

                                Love left you something untouched
                                Love left you something beautiful  and nightmare too
                                Beautiful when you both can be together
                                And nightmare when you both are separated

There are memories in every love story
Memories that can stay forever in our mind
It is true that the time will erases them slowly
But of course, there will left some stay forever

                                Beautiful memories about how your love started
                                Can left you both, happiness and sadness
                                Happiness when your love continue with him
                                Sadness when everything is over, path separated

GIVE ME MORE CHANCES

I have left You for days..
But now i try to back to You..
And always Your hands are opened for me..
To catch me and hug me tightly..
And Your heart is opened for me..
To love me more and give me warmth..
Your loving face always be here in my heart..
When i was away from You these days..
When the hate, jealous, anger are in my life..
You gone from my life..
And i hate it to be alone without You..
I can not pass my days well without Your hand..
I realize that it is only You who can heal me..
No one do the same for me like u do..
When every nights i come to You..
You always give me peace in this heart..
What problems that i am having..
How hard everything goes beside me..
But still, with You by my side..
I can feel and pass everything well with Glory..
Lord, You are the only one i hang my life
I worship and praise You

LET ME HAVE THAT

When the time passing
When everything seems so unclear
When everything seems too hard to be understood

When everything seems so hard to be real

I am asking You with all my heart
What is Your plan for me?
Why everything has to be like this
What i want, is not that hard for You

I know it You can do everything with Your power
I know it that You know my heart screams for it
You give chance to most people
But i beg You, give me that too

I am addicted and crazy for it
Please just for one time
Let me feel it and have it real
I lay my hope on Your hands

I WANT YOU BACK

I am standing in crowded..
But i feel so lonely and quiet..
I am walking across the street..
And feeling like there is no one here..

I cant hear the voices around me..
Because my heart is screaming your name..
I can't see things clearly..
Because your shadows are in my eyes..

In deepest part of my heart..
Is the place where you'll always be..
I take my time every nights..
Just sitting and thinking of you..

I hope one day you will really realize..
Realize that there is a girl who loving you so much..
Doesn't matter how you are some days ahead..
This heart will always want you back..

FALLING DOWN

Down, down, down to the ground

This tears never stop flowing

They are flowing down down and down

Down, down, down to the darkest side of heart

This feeling never goes brighter without you

Sadness came and stays till now

Nights without stars
Mornings without sun

Daily just feeling gloomy and alone

When my feeling back to me ?

Till when you keep me feeling like this ?

Till when i have to wait for everything to be really over ?

NEW LOVE

The hours passed..

The night came and left..

But still, i cant not close my eyes..

Everything seems so fast..

Things i never expected before..

Had just happened in common..

The signs that you showed me..

The words that you told to me..

Those attitudes, never told about your feeling..

But now i can feel my heartbeat..

Beating so in hurry like chasing something..

I don't wanna shy..

I want to be brave in love with you..

I don't wanna hide anymore..

I want to show you the real me..

I don't wanna run away from you..

But i wanna run with you to somewhere we belong together..

I don't wanna shout..

I just want to whisper in  your ear that i love you..

I don't wanna talk when i meet you one day..

Just because i am speechless just by looking at your eyes..

I won't let you go..

I will come with you..

Those fears erased by your love..

Those tears wiped away by your presence..

Those sadness disappear by your way smile on me..

Your smile now addicted me like a drugs..

The way we talk shows that both of us are so much in love..

A word "yes" can make these miracles..

And now i believe one thing..

When you around, when we surrounding by our love..

Every best things just gonna happen..

True love defeated everything..

And that is what you give me, your true love..

And this is what i send back to you, my forever love..

The cares, the happiness, the love that you give to me..

Is my everything now that i have, the most precious ones..

It is just a day we are together, but i feels like years with you..

It is just like a dream that used to accompany my nights..

Needed some hours for me to love you more..

But needed the whole life for me to forget you..

Let's be together with no separation..

Stay with me forever till the end of world..

You as my boyfriend, my husband, my best friend, my everything..

You are the best damn thing that i ever have..

These sentences above are dedicated for my both best friends who become together now :) m soooooo much happy indeed to know the news about them :D my best beloved brother and sister :)

When the first time she told it to me :D i was like WOW!!! :D never expected before that my brother can love my sister :D :D :D till now, m still feeling like "is it real???" hihihihi... Imagining both of you dating with your own way... hehehehe.. M so wondering what date it would be :D Ahh, i hope both of them can meet very very very soon, immediately :D

Hope long lasting love for you both :) And i hope one day i can meet them in real face to face :D
Meeting to such a crazy couple :D :D :D and of course do such a crazy thing together :D :D :D
I love our friendship forever ^_^

***

TAKEN FROM JOHN 10 : 11

 

Lord is the good Shepherd..

He gave His life for the sheeps..
Lord is the good Shepherd..
We will not live in a lack..

Who am i, Lord ?
That You who are Almighty..
Gave Your life for me..
You died for me, a dirty person..

Who am i, Lord ?
You made me as Your eyeball..
Nothing from my life was good..
But You came, died and saved me..

You are a good Shepherd..

You came to look for Your lost sheep..
When You found me, in sinful life..

You hug me tight, and recover me, clean me..

No one gonna die for my sins, but You, Lord..
You forgive me from all the sins, and simply forget..
And you bring me back my soul and life..
Thank you for all you give to me, Jesus..