I'LL KEEP LOVING YOU ALTHOUGHT OUR LOVE FALLS APART

For the things that i've seen...

For all the pains that i've felt...

For the tears that flow down...

But i was happy being in love, because it was you…

For our love falls apart...

But spending time with you...

Such the precious one i've ever had...

That i will never want to let them go...

Because it was with you...

The ache that i would love to feel...

The tears that i would love to have...

Just because it was with you, honey…

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I AM REALLY IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM (LDR)

Hari ini, ya hari ini, 1 September 2013, adalah hari jadian gue sama dia yang di ujung sana. Kita jadian hanya ngobrol lewat skype, yah mungkin bagi kalian ini aneh atau bahkan ga romantis sama sekali. Tapi pikirkanlah jika kalian di posisi gue, gue memang sudah tertarik sama doi sejak awal 2012. Memang dari dulu kala kita selalu berhubungan lewat social media. Gue kenal dia sejak 2011 pertengahan menjelang akhir.

Lewat setiap obrolan, gue mulai mengenal dia. Jujur saja lah ya, dia itu orang Jerman. Jika kita mulai pacaran sejak 2013 maka dibutuhkan 2 tahun buat kita untuk mengenal satu sama lain lewat persahabatan. Jujur gue nyaman sama doi dan doi bukan tipe2 bule porno yang seperti kebanyakan kita temui di social media. Itu yang bikin gue yg respect sama dia, itulah nilai plus buat dia.

Sebenernya kita mulai berpacaran itu sejak 10 November 2013, yang mana itu tepat di hari ulang tahun keponakannya. Hehehehe.. Jika begini, tentu saja kita akan susah merayakan hari jadi kita, so kita ubah tanggal jadian yg awalnya 10 November 2013 itu menjadi 1 September 2013. Jadi kita bakalan ngerayain hari jadi kita tiap 1 September. Apalah arti tanggal jadian yang penting adalah perasaan saling setia yg tumbuh meski jarak memisahkan. Setidaknya menurut kita sih begitu, jadi kita fine fine aja merubah tanggal jadian hehehe.

Gue ga tau bakal seperti apa kedepannya. Sekarang ya maunya sih jalanin aja dulu sambil doa. Emang sih LDR, tapi ya mau gimana lagi. Salah juga sih gue-nya kenapa bisa suka ama cowo yang jelas jelas tinggalnya di ujung sono. Tapi ya kalian tau sendirilah, yang namanya cinta mah ga bisa dibikin dan ga bisa ditolak atuh.

Kalo ada yang punya pengalaman LDR please share ya baik dan buruknya. Soalnya gue jujur nih happy banget tapi juga ketar ketir gitu.. Maksudnya takut klo gagal sih sebenernya. Yaelah kaya lagi bikin masakan aja takut gagal :D Sekian dulu nih curhatan ga jelas hari ini hehehe. See you di postingan selanjutnyaaaa.

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KESENDIRIAN

Bulan nampak begitu indah di atas sana...
Malam ini pun semakin larut...

Sesaat kuhirup, keharuman malam semerbak di hidungku...

Memasuki seluruh relung di dadaku... 

Bahagia itu masih tetap ada...

Namun kepedihan dan rindu ini tak jua lekas sirna...

Jika kau bertanya mengapa?

Aku pun terdiam, dan tak dapat menjawab...

Pertanyaan hanyalah pertanyaan tak terjawabkan...

Kenangan hanyalah kenangan tak terlupakan...

Apa arti malam ini ?

Malam ini adalah malam - malam lain dalam kesendirianku...

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KISAH CINTA DAN RINDU YANG TERPISAHKAN

Bertemulah rindu dan cinta...

Keduanya mengalir dengan penuh kasih...

Senyum yang tak pernah sirna selalu menghiasi hati hati yang sedang memadu...

Kebahagiaan kian menyambut dua perasaan itu...

Melambungkan asa semakin tinggi dan tinggi ke tempat syahdu...

Hingga suatu hari badai kelabu datang...

Kegelapannya membawa kemelut...

Aliran yang penuh kasih itu pun berlalu...

Bergantikan dengan gelombang penuh amarah...

Menjadikan semua hanya kenangan belaka...

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GREAT DIVIDE - THE MCCLAIN SISTERS (TINKERBELL OST)

I never knew I lost you till I found you
And I never guessed how close you were to me
And now I wanna throw my arms around you
Tell a thousand tales that will astound you
Everything about you tells me this was meant to be, don't you see

I'm on your side
Let's take this ride
And together we're facing the world
Doing things nobody's done before
And the great divide
Doesn't seem so wide anymore

I can't recall what life was like without you
Now it feels as though we've never been apart
Tell me every tiny thing about you
Anything you'll say I'll never doubt you
We're meant to be together I can feel it in my heart
It's just the start

I'm on your side
Let's take this ride
And together we're facing the world
Doing things nobody's done before
And the great divide
Doesn't seem so wide

And if you'll be there beside me when I falter
(You'll be there beside me when I falter)
Then whatever comes I know we'll take it all in stride
(Take it all in stride)
I'm on your side

The great divide
Doesn't seem so wide

I'm on your side
Let's take this ride
And together we're facing the world
Doing things nobody's done before
And the great divide
Doesn't seem so wide anymore

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These days m listening to it.
back again to Disney movie.
Tinkerbell series, Toy Story series and still many other.
Besides music and club, they can wash away my stress anyway.

PIC 9 - CHINESE NEW YEAR

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

GONG XI FA CAI

ZHU NI XI NIAN KUAI LE.

LIFE - PART 7 ( ANOTHER DAY WITH MR. XXXXX )

Another day another happiness.
Today, back again i learnt the AX program.
Sooooooo confusing me anyway.
Learnt a lot and get dizzy a lot.
But today i learnt it with him. Aww don't know!!!!
I am so dizzy that manager wants me to get in it.
And i am really trying everytime i have this lesson.
I want to be able and i want to understand of how this program works.
And he taught me and my friends today.
In the morning we learnt about discount in sales.
And again everytime he teaches, i can't even see his eyes.
So i just saw straight to computer, while he was sitting next to me.
Moving the cursor left to right, up and down, thinking, and etc.
I cursed my self, God, i don't know what happened :(
I just don't want this, really, but.
I really admire in him, the way he solved the problems we had.

In the afternoon, i was asking to another consultant in that room.
That consultant got some difficulties to solve my question.
So that consultant sit again next to him, and he taught his friend gently :P
Then the consultant came back to us (me and my friend)
And could solve our problem :D
It is really an A+ for him, i feel more spirit to know more about the program.
For me, he is soo smart, calm and he is soooooo straight to the point!! :D
Tomorrow i wont meet him, because he won't come in office.
But it's okay, as i said before, another day another happiness :)
I don't love him, but i just admire in him the way he does everything :D