LIFE - PART 6 ( THAT KINDA FEELING )

It's been a long time, since last time i loved someone.
These months i meet a man, i don't know.
His age, again so different with mine.
He is maybe about 15 years old older than me.
I don't know is it love or just like i am his fan.
But just, he is so smart, tidy, always on time, and a hard worker i think.
I think i am crazy to always in love with someone a way older than me.
But i just can't stop thinking about him these days.
And about my feeling, no one in my office knows it.
I will keep it as secret, i'll make sure of it.
I never and will never tell anyone or show it in front of him or my friends.

He is actually a kinda teacher for our company to use a new program
He helps us to learn how the new program works, how we use it, etc.
For the first and second time i joined the training,
I was like, "uhh this man acts so cool all the time,
Acts like he is the coolest guy, small talk, keep silent, sometimes thinking a lot,
Sometimes just standing up and come closer to us to see how we work"
Those are just what i saw for the first and second time i joined the training.
Months ago, i didn't join it, so i just know him.
We never talked and just i had no feeling with him at all.
That time, i was still in gloomy mood after the broken heart.
And for a while i tried to be alone, to set everything in 0 level again.

But these days i feel like, i don't know, i am happy, have again my own spirits.
Feel alive, feel just enjoy again.
Or maybe is this love again ? But i really hope not.
I don't wanna love him, but just, better to be only an admirer.

Oh yeah, just an admirer.

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THE VAMPIRE DIARIES - BEST GIRLS

Heeyyyyyyyyy guys.. Meet you again :D

In this time i wanna post about my favourite TV Series

Yeaaaahhhh Vampire Diaries

Want to talk much but, a bit confuse what i have to write

Because too many stuff i want to tell you about this movie.
I don't know where to start, and i can hardly explain you all.

But well, then for this time, let me post about the pics of them first.
Now this movie has 4 seasons. So i will show you best woman characters based on my mind.

Too many good characters actually. Even besides the characters that i am posting here.
You can find another best characters when you watch the movie.

This is it :D I will start with the woman stars from whom i love most.

1. Caroline Forbes by Candice Accola.
    The first character that i love. She is Elena and Bonnie's bestfriend.
    I really really admire her. She is soooo beautiful, cheerful, and a very very strong vampire.
    The way she is now is so different with when she was still a human.
    She had Damon's blood in her system, and killed by Katherine Pierce. Then soon became a vampire.
    She was in love with Matt Donovan (a human), then with Tyler Lockwood (a werewolf).
    But soon i hope with Klaus too :P but if happened would pity Tyler :( ahh don't know :P
    Till season 3 and some season 4 that i watched, Caroline really took Klaus' heart.
    For me personally, i always love it to see their scenes.
    Wish that Klaus will really be with Caroline.
    She is also the Miss Mystic Falls :P PERFECT!!!

2. Rebekah by Claire Holt
    The second character that i love :P
    She is an original vampire, live about thousand years ago.
    Can't die with only a stake in her heart, but need a wood of an White Oak Tree to kill the originals.
    Sister of Klaus, Elijah, Kol and Finn. She is the only daughter in the family.
    Her closest brother is Klaus. In about 1920, Rebekah met Stefan in a club.
    She started to love him, and that night she refused to follow Klaus to escape from Mikael.
    Klaus didn't really like it, then he drove a dagger through her heart.
    It made Rebekah slept for a while but not forever.
    For the original, the dagger only will make them sleep a while.
    And they will just back to live, when someone pulls out the dagger from their heart.

3. Anna by Malese Jow
    The third character that i love :P
    She is a young vampire, but live in 1864 in Mystic Falls.
    I don't really know when she was born as a human.
    But she had already exist in 1864, her mother is also a vampire, Pearl, a friend of Katherine Pierce.
    She back again to Mystic Falls to free her mother from tomb she had been trapped since 1864.
    She was killed with in season 1, in the Founders Day's in Mystic Falls.
    But before killed Jeremy's uncle. She was also in love with Jeremy Gilbert, brother of Elena Gilbert.
    Then for a while she stayed in the other side, but could meet Jeremy again as a ghost.
    Soon she found the peace and met her mom and never comes back. She is cool!!!!

4. Elena Gilbert and Katherine Pierce by Nina Dobrev
    The fourth character that i love :P but she is the main character in VD.
    Nina plays for 2 characters in VD, as Elena Gilbert (a human before) and as a Katherine Pierce (vampire)

    As Elena she was a pure and kind human. She was a doppelganger that haunted by Klaus.

    Left by her step parents, aunt, and real parents.
    Now only live with Jeremy Gilbert (younger brother) after Alaric Saltzman (history teacher) gone too.
    She was Matt donovan's exgirlfriend.
    Then in love with Stefan Salvatore (vampire) in first and second season.
    But i think for the third season she was also has a little crush with Damon Salvatore (Stefan's bro)
    But although she is in love with Stefan but she doesn't want to be a vampire, but let's see :D
    In the beginning of season 4 she turned to be a vampire.

    As Katherine Pierce, long long time ago when she was a human, she was also haunted by Klaus.
    Then she become a vampire and has many boyfriends, including those the Salvatore Brothers.
    Katherine was a past for those Salvatore Brothers, she turned them to be vampires in 1864.
    Damon was in love with her so much and wanted to free her from the tomb that trapped her.
    While Stefan has moved on and found Elena Gilbert in present time.
    Damon disappointed, actually Katherine wasn't there, she wasn't trapped in the tomb.
    But she didn't come back to Mystic Falls for the Salvatores, although she is in love with Stefan.
    One time she back to Mystic Falls for a reason and she also ruined Stefan and Elena's relationship.
    But after Klaus back, she was gone a while.
    She also took part in a plan to kill Klaus.
    But then Klaus wasn't killed, Mikael (Klaus's Father) killed.
    Then Katherine left again.

So they are the best four for me :D
I just love them. Love how they can really be what they are in the movie.
So you guys, you better watch this movie.
Believe me you'll love it too :)
Now it reached season 4.
You can download it or you can buy at the store :D

Bye bye

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